It is like dangling a carrot before the nose of a donkey, Don Sombrero, to get his hooves moving. It serves only to remind one of what awaits them, perhaps, for I have things that must be done there that cannot be done here.

[ very important things, some of which she cannot and will not say. ]

If it would mean I could return with all that I know intact, there is nothing I wouldn't try -- be it our observer's whims or another's. I am only telling thee what I have experienced myself, and I shan't ask any to believe me if they cannot.