keepgodwaiting: (dirtbag occultist)
Johanna Constantine ([personal profile] keepgodwaiting) wrote in [community profile] citynet2023-07-17 01:24 pm

video; un: Constantine

[ The camera fumbles and pans across the foyer of one of the supermarkets before focusing on Johanna Constantine's face. She's headed into the store, it appears, looking over the shelves for something specific. ]

Have you noticed there's no religion here? [ Her tone's conversational, like she's just FaceTiming a friend as she shops. ] No churches or temples or shrines. What do you suppose that means? --Ah, there we are.

[ The camera swings to point at the ceiling as she reaches to grab something. It looks like she's in the spice aisle. ]

Anyway, before you all start arguing about whether God's abandoned us, real point is: anyone here have it in them to consecrate some water and oil? Give us a ring, we can barter or something.

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[ ooc: Threadhopping is fine by me if characters do in fact start arguing religion. Just know Constantine is watching anything that's not marked private! ]
possessum: (on dappled forest floors)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-07-31 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a couple people who bring me stuff. Uh, to eat. The guy I live next door to, he'sβ€” he helps me.

[ He probably should be more self-sustaining in a place like this! But Peter can barely remember how to bathe himself most days. Half the time, he's not lucid enough to do much at all. ]

Loop you around? You mean... we really are stuck here?
possessum: (though my heart once was broke)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-08-02 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It can't.... it doesn't make any sense. If it loops around.... this place has to be something not.... normal. Not... human.

[ Something 'supernatural' is probably the word that his mind is dancing around, but Peter can't voice it. (What about what happened back home? The fucking... sΓ©ance his mom did? Things like that aren't real, but... it seemed like it was.

What the fuck is happening to him?)
]

....Why?

[ He sounds more nervous than anything remotely confrontational; he's just paranoid as to anyone asking for names... unsure if he should give them out. ]
possessum: (πŸŽπŸ‘πŸ’)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-08-04 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ....Oh. That makes sense, he thinks. Through his thick haze of paranoia, reason pokes its head through when the woman explains. There's another long pause before he does offer the information. ]

His name's Robby.

[ If Robby gave him a last name, Peter can't remember it anymore, another detail swallowed up by the crackling static of his mind. But he hangs onto the first name, at least. He's written it on the wall of the apartment, along with a couple others. Safe people. Don't forget.

The woman gives him a name too, and Peter finds himself picking up his pencil, scratching it out on the wall. Johanna Constantine. He might need to remember her sometime.
]

Do you... trust them? The people here. Maybe they're in on it.
possessum: (join me where i was)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-08-23 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
If someone's in on it, then they're probably.... keeping up with us. Taking notes on what we do or some shit.

[ The idea is... horrifying, and the boy can't conceal the horror that creeps into his voice like spilled ink, slowly overtaking everything. His voice starts trembling again.

The people who were... watching him back home. Stalking him. This is too fucking familiar, it's too much.
]

They could be watching everything we do. They could be.... everywhere.
possessum: (if i were a bell)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-08-24 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 'take a breath'

The instruction helps, and Peter does β€” with an almost comical obedience; Johanna will probably hear the very audible breath he takes against the device. It's a little strained, but it's there.
]

Y-yeah. [ A beat. P. Graham. That's him, sometimes he forgets, butβ€” ]

I'm Peter.

[ He says it softly as he listens to the woman's words. His friend Robby... Safe. Again, even the simple words help him a bit, pull him away from his kneejerk panic and make him think about other things. Robby's there, he can call Robby whenever he needs to, he's just next door. ]

Yeahβ€” I'd like that. Please. Anything you know. [ ...Because there are absolutely people that could be watching him, after him, and the thought stays there, ice-cold. ]
possessum: (i saw him laying there)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-08-28 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Really...? Who is he?

[ Peter hasn't been keeping up much with the flow of network traffic and who's posted what, just tuning in every once in awhile inbetween his own strange states.

But that next part draws a noticeable pause from his end of things. Something lingers, a discomfort, a thought he doesn't like.
]

Wards. You don't mean like... magic, right?
possessum: (𝟎𝟎𝟐)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-08-31 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
How do you know they're not just tricking people, either? Maybe they're fucking with us, too.

[ There's no vitriol in the words, no anger behind the curse β€” his tone stays nervous, quiet. But how can anyone know what's really meant as help, and what might be something else? How can anyone really trust anyone else, here? (Sorry Johanna, that paranoia's just going to keep fluctuating up and down and up again....)

He might've laughed a little in reaction, once. Laughter's not easily found in Peter these days, none of that comes now. But the initial feeling is the same β€” taken aback, bemused.

(But through those things, isn't there a quiet horror? A creeping dread? He'd seen what happened to his mother when she'd lit that candle and called for his sister's spirit. He can't explain all of it, butβ€” he'd seen it.

Your mother was crazy, part of him insists. But something else remembers the way he felt that buzz to the air, something shifting, flexing. A chill against the back of his neck.)

It feels uncomfortably like he's trying to convince himself of something when he replies to the woman.
]

Magic's not.... real.
possessum: (πŸŽπŸπŸ’)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-09-01 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Peter hesitates, uneasy. Is she fucking with him...? There's confusion in his tone, uncertain. ]

Are you trying to say you've been doing..... magic for ten years....?

[ Sorry (again), Johanna. He's going to be moving at a snail's pace with this. He does add on after a momentβ€” ]

Isn't that stuff just.. made up?
possessum: (it was dim and things grew honest then)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-09-02 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Butβ€” magic's like..... I mean, how can it be real?

[ He continues to not sound confrontational in the least. It's with a more.... nervous energy, restless, eyes a little too wide. Like he's talking about something that scares him, because it fucking does. ]

If it was, everyone would go around using it all the time...

[ Poor sweet summer child. You are literally possessed by a goetic demon, my guy. ]
possessum: (the image of me is fading)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-09-02 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Like algebra... Okay, that does actually help him perceive this a certain way. Not everyone uses it, and only sometimes, that kind of does make some sense. Let's assume magic exists, okay sure, then the kind of people who would use it would be.... ]

....You mean like.... witches and stuff use it?
possessum: (i will be a bridge for you)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-09-02 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Once again, sincerest apologies to Johanna Constantineβ€” ]

So you're saying...........

[ Here it comes ]

You're a witch?
possessum: (πŸŽπŸ‘πŸ’)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-09-02 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As he's tiptoeing towards this, all of it β€” Peter abruptly flinches back a little. Those next words are... scary ones, elicit images of horror movies, things screaming; he's always had a weak stomach for it.

(The implication that those words are real, well... Peter's starting to look mildly nauseated through the lingering confusion. She's scary....! And while he's still struggling to accept this as reality, there is very much the thought that he does not want to offend this person!)
]

Iβ€” um. I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to umβ€” I just didn't know stuff like that actually existed. Exorcists and... stuff. I always thought that was just in like... movies.
possessum: (paths diverge into the boring mist)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-09-04 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's still not sure how he... feels, about all of this. It's a lot to swallow, to process β€” and a large part of Peter insists that it simply can't be real.

....But what if it is? What if there's even a chance it is? That he could sleep a little more easily, not thinking that those people from back home will find him and do whatever the fuck it is they wanted to do to him? (He thinks of flickering candles and a photo of himself with his eyes burned out and his heart pounds and pounds and pounds)
]

Could the uh.... wards keep out like bad.... people? Stop them from being able to get in the door?

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