— private.

[ he's getting so fuckin good at this sharing thing. ]

i can't get it either. could be neither. both. either. who knows it would take science on an insane scale to pull this off up until a week ago i didn't think magic existed but here we are, so maybe it's magic

[ he lets the question sit for a long moment before responding. ]

that's a complicated question taking it out would kill me in the stay dead way which feels like it would be a win some days but i also have a reason to keep it, for now at least so maybe the dirt nap is being postponed til after revenge. we'll see short answer: maybe