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dilf quixote ([personal profile] icanfixer) wrote in [community profile] citynet2023-07-15 08:33 pm

@DONQUIXOT3, video

[ yes it has been some days. yes this is not the first time she's spoken to the network at large. this time, however, she is showing her face and standing quite proudly this morning in front of a parking lot. cars, empty of gas but otherwise whole, scatter the background. ]

Good morn, dear fellows! I have come to thee today to ask a favor, to grant thee an honor, and help this young knight with a missive most important to all!

[ a beat. she swings into frame an umbrella, popping open the apple printed "lance" with a laugh before closing it as she continues, easy-going like she isn't going to be talking about what she is.

unbeknownst to most, don quixote needs this. ]


Thou may have seen some days ago an anonymous message regarding murder. Well! I am here now, asking thee to assist me with something like it -- nay, the exact same! I would like to see for myself, and as proof of the effects for others, what happens when one dies.

I shall not fight thee, unless thou shall wish for it for I am most happy to oblige, and I shall take only one volunteer. Whomever has the daring, the will, and the capacity to kill, I ask that thee throw thy hand up and seek to claim my life! My dear friends need not apply, for I shall reject thee post-haste!

[ she is NOT letting a fellow sinner do it. not her coworkers. she's been fussed at and she's going to be fussed at again. she might let one of the other city-dwellers do it, given they're both fixers (or formerly) but not her coworkers, war vet be damned.

gregor couldn't do it the other time, after all. ]


However, allow me to lay bare the possibilities of what may happen to thee should thou take it upon thyself to do so.

There is a chance thou may forget that which is most precious to thee, that thou will forget the moment of my death itself, and face... certain difficulties in speaking about it. [ she doesn't know if kromer mentioned that, but it's something regardless. ] I may suffer the same. The goal of this is to learn if it is the victim who forgets, if it is the murderer who doth, or if both have it struck from their mind; the secondary goal, a more personal one, is to learn if both may suffer from the others I have mentioned.

... I understand it is difficult to think of killing another, but I can assure thee, such a thing comes up frequently in my work. We are ever prepared to do so, and to die just as well!

[ helps they don't stay dead but she's not. gonna. say that. it might be odd to wonder what effects who in this case, but. well. a lady keeps her secrets. ]

Any who wish to act as witness may attend as well, for we will have need of thee. I thank thee heartily for thy time and thy consideration on the matter.

[ a small bow, hand to her chest and umbrella tucked behind her, and that's that. ]
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un. dimitri / voice.

[personal profile] stubboarn 2023-07-16 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ in a curt tone, he started writing this and then realized it doesn't have the same impact: ]

Notwithstanding the ridiculousness of a knight asking for volunteers to turn into murderers, nothing about your stated goal is important enough to warrant the sentence. Please reconsider.

[ he says please but like, not in a nice way, in like, a demanding way. ]
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[personal profile] stubboarn 2023-07-16 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
It matters to me that you value yourself so little. A knight ought to have more pride in their life considering it is the only thing they have to offer in service.

This achieves nothing but pain, in which both parties are going to be privy to suffering for the sake of this morbid fascination with death.

[ how frustrating that she will continue. it's obscene to dimitri that this is even an option. ]
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[personal profile] stubboarn 2023-07-16 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
That is hardly any assurance at all. That you are cavalier with death, your own or of others, means there is nothing tying you to a greater good. All knights render their chivalry to good service - to protect the weak, to serve their House, to become strength in times of war, to preserve the peace.

This is a selfish endeavour. It's hardly worth spending your time here finding out the intricacies of death in another world. Again, I ask you to reconsider.

[ it's not fine! he doesn't like it. ]
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[personal profile] stubboarn 2023-07-19 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
- then consider yourself insulted, and reprimanded. I do not see the merit in it.

I would rather see a knight choose to withdraw the proverbial gauntlet, with the understanding that this is nothing but a desire to placate one's selfishness and one's ego. That is the right thing to do. People who wish to hurt others will do so without heed of your so-called sacrifice. As a knight, encouraging others to participate in needless suffering is the last thing you ought to be doing.

Once again: if it is insulting to demand that you reconsider, perhaps reflect on why such a demand would be deemed insulting by a knight as yourself. Your mentors have failed you, and I am sorry to say that. I truly am.