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Vanessa Ives ([personal profile] matermali) wrote in [community profile] citynet2023-07-15 06:50 pm

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( cw; cannabis )

[ There is no softness to the voice that murmurs onto the network in the midst of the night when people should be sleeping. Those sweet souls are not her concern if they don't wish to hear. She offers no comfort, but a reminder of what's been lost—what can still be taken.

In doing so, the woman's raspy words creep out from beneath the shadows with a voice that drags—no, it crawls—over ceaselessly hot coals. In its shudder to whisper out a poem borrowed from home, there is a smolder always bordering on a choked gasp. But no hurry, no hurry. Where do you have to be? ]
Old Yew which graspeth at the stones...that name the under-lying dead; Thy fibres net the dreamless head, thy roots are wrapt about the bones.
[ To that, a pause that looms with omen. ]
The seasons bring the flower again, and bring the firstling to the flock; And in the dusk of thee, the clock beats out the little lives of men.
[ Now, a strange yearning nearly begins to dissipate the smoke that seems to scorch her throat.

Hush, take a moment. Take a breath; hold it. Feel the shiver of a fingernail at the nape of your neck, feel it trace the curve of your ear to borrow your attention. Only just. No, don't turn. Don't touch. Just listen; the whisper can still singe. ]
O not for thee the glow, the bloom...who changest not in any gale, nor branding summer suns avail, to touch thy thousand years of gloom.

And gazing on thee, sullen tree, sick for thy stubborn hardihood; I seem to fail from out my blood...and grow incorporate into thee.
[ For a time, it seems that may be all. Then, in the same hush she speaks with a more particular address: ]

I hear that we have been denied the ephemeral — to exist endlessly within a perverse mirror of God’s image. Here, nature should protest. Instead it menaces with its silence.

[ There is a silence of her own while Vanessa takes a drag to sigh out a thin stream of smoke into the evening air. Her voice now drops so low it grates and pinches too close, like gravel against tender feet. Tickling whispers are gone; they flee the weighted melancholy that persists. ]

We carry on within a dollhouse between worlds. Do not be tempted by its pretty trinkets, lest you truly be cursed to wander the demimonde forevermore.

[ Denial still rules paramount over the rumor of immortality, but the lack of bodies is an...unsettling implication. ]

...The graves lie empty.
nostalgiabomb: (209)

i'm also crying at this oml

[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-20 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
ma'am you're really starting to worry me
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he'll be hard-pressed to think of one t b h

[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-20 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
i don't know. probably my winning personality

you got theories?
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-20 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
i mean yeah probably not but let's hear it anyway

knowledge is half the battle
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-20 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
would it help if i promised not to make fun of anything you say from this point forward

scout's honor


[ not that he was ever a boy scout ]
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-20 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't even really have to think about it: ]

yes

[ It helps that she didn't ask for an essay. True or False questions were always his preferred quiz format in school – you always had a 50/50 chance. ]
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-21 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ In answering her question, Peter started to type, "i mean, considering the way you woke me up? yes," but he said he'd stop being shitty.

See? He's nice.

It takes a little longer for him to respond, this time, mostly because he's digesting this information, and mostly because there's a part of him that's calling bullshit. But he did ask for theories. And this is certainly a theory. And he does recall jokingly calling this place some kind of purgatory, even if it was only in the safety of his own head, so...

... yeah, all right. He's going down this rabbit hole. ]


do you mean like ghosts? or just the supernatural in general
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-22 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
so your working theory is that we're all dead, or if not DEAD-dead, then something close to it

that we're in some kind of soul world, maybe?

just trying to understand you, here
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-07-28 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
okay yeah gotcha

i think i'd prefer this to be some kinda psychic astral projection thingy if the alternative is being

you know

dead.


[ He's done that, already. Being dead. He'd rather not have another repeat of that, any time soon.

To say nothing of how Nebula and Gamora would kick his goddamn ass for getting himself killed.

The second part makes him frown a little, more curious than anything. ]


on account of the empty graves you mean?
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-08-02 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ She should absolutely write her own stories. He thinks briefly of a book he picked up at the library that he was far too young to read – Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark – that gave him nightmares for weeks. ]

i dunno

there are kids here

maybe at least one of them hasn't done anything too bad


[ One can hope, anyway. ]
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-08-02 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
i haven't asked

hard to work that organically into a conversation

like hi welcome to being kidnapped here's your grocery bag for looting the stores and by the way how old are you?

and speaking of awkward transitions i don't actually know your name yet
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-08-03 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
that's probably a good idea

that said, i dunno how you even start enforcing a daycare like that

"you must be this tall to scavenge by yourself"?
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[personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2023-08-03 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Yeah, okay, that makes him laugh a little. ]

it always could've been worse

i mean a strange woman could've been literally trying to kill me in my sleep instead of just being kind of spooky

i appreciate you sharing whatever info you've got tho. friend of mine and i are scavenging for whatever we can find out

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